I'm Depressed:(

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For many years I've had a dream of creating the Ultimate Multiplayer First Person Shooter Ca$h Tournament that utilized my GunVertor Weapon concept. This dream has led me to many Game Creation Systems, Engines, and Programming Languages.

Today I realized, all the money and time spent seeking out this dream and I have yet to see it become reality. I'm no closer today, then I was 10 years ago. Is it all for not? Will I ever see my dream come true?

Sometimes I feel like throwing in the towel and settling for the truth: I'm no developer of games, merely a dreamer of games...

sigh