BlackD: I'm not trying to make a living from it, I don't have to, I don't pay the bills. I just want some spending cash. :)
Sorry, but then you will never suceed :-(
If you have no fear of failure, or nothing really riding on this to keep you going, then you have no reason to see it through.
I do occasional website contracts, and used to do it full time. From your words of drive above, I dont think you will do well (again, sorry to say this, but attitude is everything)